torstai 6. lokakuuta 2016

Do you love me still? After all this time?

(Kanadasta ostettu Myra, eli Disney Animator Collection Doll Pocahontas)


Always.



Hei vaan! Mites teillä?

Itselläni ei ole mukavin mahdollinen päivä.
Uskonnon projektityö(olkoonkin että olen kristitty, en tykkää), fysiikkaa, hammaslääkäri,
koira teki tarpeensa lattialle, ennen kuin pääsin kotiin, jouduin siivoamaan ne, riitaa velipuolen kanssa(hän on afgaani), ja lopuksi selitystä riidasta äidille ja kadonneesta kirjasta kirjastolle.

Ja unohdin ahdistuskohtaukset päivän mittaan, ja sen, että ihminen joka eilen lupasi olla mun vierellä, ei ollutkaan, koska oli kipeä.(Ymmärrän kyllä, mutta harmittaa)

Ja yritän saada kuvatarinaa kirjoitettua... Joku päivä vielä, anteeksi että en ole muistanut.

No, on mulla kai kuviakin teille palleroille.



Shoot: Ensi kertaa


















Hei hei taas.

tiistai 27. syyskuuta 2016

How I could be like others?

Ei.
En ole oppinut postaamaan. Enhän mä tässä ole kuin saanut uuden nuken, josta mulla ei ole teille kuvaa. Valitan.

Otsikko muuten viittaa siihen, että mä mietin juuri tuota nykyään. Pelkään etten pääse porukkaan muuten mukaan..

Mutta on mulla kuvia teille kuitenkin. Kävin viikko sitten yhdellä järvellä kuvaamassa, ja harvinaista kyllä, nautin siitä.



Shoot: In the nature


 I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?




Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.




No, no, no, no, no, no...




 Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.




Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!




 Who you are, who you are.




Who you are, who you are.




Who you are, who you are.




 Who you are, who you are.




Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould, yeah!




The more I try the less it's working.
'Cause everything inside me screams.




No, no, no, no, no, no, no no...




Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.




 Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!




Yes, no, egos, fake shows, like whoa!
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,




With a smile 'cause that's my home!
That's my home, no...




No, no, no, no, no, no, no...




Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...




Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!




 Just be true to who you are!




 Mitäs mieltä olette kuvista?

Itse tykkään.




Yritän taas jollain tasolla aktivoitua, esim. kerran viikossa postata. Itse asiassa siihen voisin pyrkiä.


Ethel P.

torstai 14. heinäkuuta 2016

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuu.... HUI!! *säikähti itseään*

Terve terve.


En näköjään koskaan ala aktiiviseksi.


Yritän kyllä kovasti.


Mutta kustomoin Tokien uusiksi.


Ehkä mulla on jotain kuvia.


Ei kyllä Tokiesta.


Tai, ehkä vanhoja on.


Shoot: Before their death.



A Friend is someone, who hug you, when you want cry.




Someone, who never leaves you.




Someone, who collect things with you,
despite the fact that they are superfluous and meaningless.




A Friend is someone, with whom you never feel you are alone.




Someone, with whom you want play.




With whom you want eat the best cake ever.




The best friend knows, when you feel pain.




And friend is someone, who sees truth and pain in you,
even you are fooling everyone else.




Someone, who can make you smile, although he/she is not with you.




A Friend is someone you love, and your friend loves you.




Someone who shares her/his own.




And you give to him/her yours.




Your friends might tease you, but never out of spite.




With a friend you can drink hot chocolate on cold days ..




And eat something good.




A friend is someone who will come to you,
even if you deny him/her, when you are sad.




Your friend don't believe you, when you say, you are okay..




And runs to hug you.

You never want, that you are not friend anymore.




And your friend thinks so too.




A friend is someone with whom you do not have to do
anything, and you can enjoy it anyway.




A friend knows the song of your heart,
and can sing it to you, when you forget the words.




A friend is someone, who says:
"Don' walk behind me; I may not lead.
Don't walk front of me; I may not follow.
Just walk beside me, and be my friend forever!"




And when you can say: "I'll walk beside you, I promise",
you know that you never leave her/him.




You don't have to be with your friend,
'cause you know. You are friends still.




And when your friend give her/his only dessert to you, you know that he/she never leaves you.








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